"Mother" Hurt, just oh so very hurt. The tears I try to hold back are starting to blind me. "I give up, what's the point?" What you had said to me. Do you even love me? I'm sorry I can't be perfect, but I'll try hard for you. Please say you love me, please hold me, please understand me. I can't be what you want to be, I can't be like the other, but I can try for you. please don't abandon me. Did you see the red that was falling from my arms? It's all for you. Love me, love me, love me.. Please look at me, tell me I'm worth it, tell me I'm not a mistake, smile for me. I'm alone, because of you, you have given up and now I have too.Fake sm